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Fear

Last night, Aunty Carol brought up the main point in prayer meeting. I was shocked. Fear...she said. Pray against all kinds of unhealthy fears that hinder us from walking with God properly.

I had just been thinking," i seem to be very fearful since the middle of 2007 or so. Many negative forebrodings fill my mine about ministry, about my own character, about marriage, about the music industry...everything". I have never struggled so much with fear before. When I was 17 and 18, I used to be anxious about uncertainty, but it was more of impatience about not knowing the end. This fear is different. It is a gripping "what if, what if".

Well, we prayed yesterday.

I don't know. I don't think I can say I've overcome.

I need to spend some time with Daddy God before I can trully trash this all out.

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