Charismatic

Praise the Lord for opportunities to share and divine appointments when you least expect it. I had a small amount of duties this OC, giving me time to rest and fellowship with friends and interstate delegates. However, through ministering at the healing workshop to a few unknown girls, one of them, who had been touched by God during the ministry time, introduced herself to me before dinner on Saturday. She also introduced her friend. He was also at the healing workshop earlier. The guy and I chatted briefly, and he asked a question that made my 'evax' antenna go off. "So are you a christian too?" I was thinking, 'Man, if I'm not a christian then what am I doing in a full-on christian convention". So I asked ,"are you?" He said, "80%. Sometimes I think I am, sometimes not." RIGHHHHHHTTT.... I prayed silently to God for wisdom and that began a almost 1 and a half hour conversation about God, salvation, the cross, heaven and hell, until ...

As I was chatting with Mom on the phone 2 hours ago, I saw this really creepy little brown thing scuttling around the counter.....A MOUSE....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...... Now...i'm fine with cockcroaches...i just slam them dead with my slipper and wash up..... But a MOUSE...how do u kill a mouse? I called Peggy to come out of her room...but she was more terrified than me.... I think it's time to call pest control....... HELP......

No one will really know what I'm talking about but i REALLY am sick and tired of my own nonsense and how messy everything is! God....what do I do?I know...I need to eat humble pie. Take the high road. Sort things out. I haven't opened my mouth to anyone about the full real story, or storiesssss. Do i need to?It's rather complicated and I think parts of it are solved. The human heart is so deceitful... How do I stop hurting left right and centre?Stop hurting God, ppl, and myself. God, what a relief to know You love me and will be with me through it all...but it's not really making it easier at this point.Help me....

OC is over. It was fun. I was dead sleepy the last day, wondering why. God has confirmed his specific work in my life this year over and over again. He knows me....so well...better than anyone on this planet or beyond. Many people have blessed me this OC. Catching up with me, Giving me gifts [thanks all of u], bringing me food[did not have to queue for a single supper or tea and mostly strangers were the ones who brought me food], writing me cards, fetching the household to and from OC[thanks Wei Hoong and Farai]. So many things have happened in brisbane. It's time to tie up loose ends...God give me strength not to run away till I finish what I need to do here, I open up to the right people, and you can tell me then 'project accomplished'..... Change is coming soon...I can feel it in my spirit....

You know, there are just some people you love...girls and guys alike...and that don't really care very much for you. And you know it.And you desperately get frustrated because your love is going to waste.... THEN, There are people that really do love you, but you don't really need them to, and you [regretfully] forget about them even though they are often wanting to pour love towards you. Will the twain ever meet? Relationships are complicated tings

I must say, after 17 years of studying, it is a real change to be just working. :). I actually enjoy it. I've always liked studying though. So i think the real issue was overload. Study, Work, Ministry all at the same time was taxing the life out of me. Now, with 2 major things to concentrate on, it's much much better. I mean, I'm grateful for the past 2 years. Papa has always said that the last years of uni life is useful to build endurance and perserverance.Well, many times i felt like I was going to break down but by God's grace i didin't. I have also come to the conclusion that it's only possible to concentrate on 2 major time consumers of a very different kind, not 3 at a time, and still remain holistically healthy. By holistically i mean physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally. I think my emotional health suffered everytime I overtaxed myself. When it got really bad, my spiritual and physical health went down too. Overwork can spiral very badly ...

Hello All It's been a bit of a journey since my last blog. A few testimonies to share. We have a house now to live in. Sophia, Peggy and I are all in the house. It's a nice, renovated one in Robertson at a reasonable price. We've had lots of help from the great life-group guys, Daniel Loo and Le, Patrick, Farai, Alvin, Rhys and also kind people like Allister and Yee Yee again. Thank God for His provision and all the love shown by you all. Internet was activated yesterday. Lots of dramas. But I decided to call technical support for the router and reconfigure it. And everything's working now! HALLELUJAH! Managed to renegotiate my jobs around the music schools. God is great and seems to be providing very liberally left right and centre. I won't starve nor think about i, praise God. PR application as been lodged. Now to send all the necessary documentations.....:P Elections in Malaysia have been astounding! Breakthru has come to Malaysian politics. God is really doing s...