A little rant. I'm tired of watching my weight. I'm tired of being so conscious of flab. I'm tired of feeling like a failure because I don't have abs. I'm not the TV/video/photo friendly 45 kilos. I'm not size zero. I wasn't born with size zero genes. It's not right that it should bother me so much but it does. Almost everyone here tells me the same thing. If I want to release my music and start promoting it, I need to lose weight. I need to lose at least 5 kilos ( which will still not bring me to the magic 45 kilos). I don't know how to lose 5 kilos without being terribly moody and hungry. I will probably need to exercise 2 hours a day, and cut my calorie intake to 1000 and 1500 alternatively a day. And absolutely no desserts, no fatty food, no sleeping late. The thing is, if I was an athlete, I'd be motivated to adhere to a strict diet and regime, no problem. Because my work is physical, and I see t...
The frailty of humanity and the breathtaking grace of God