I haven't been blogging because I've been taking a bit of a break from excessive thinking. It's good to just let the brain rest once in a while.
I'm back in Malaysia. I did not cry at the airport, as I was half expecting to. Somehow, I'm either not really sad, or just really numb, or everything hasn't sunk in yet.
Peggy passed me a lovely thick scrap book of photos and messages from lots of people. It's 1/3 by Dan and 2/3 by her. :). Really sweet initiative. I've never bothered printing many of my Brisbane photos, because they are all digital and I can browse through them whenever I wish. But I've never been able to enjoy them the way I enjoyed all my photos from Adelaidei[i was still using a conventional film camera then], and my first year in Brisbane.As the years went along, I grew lazier in documenting everything. Even my journaling has been sloppy.Sigh.
It's been a good 6 days back of doing nothing related to my future...ahaha. I'm just exercising, getting some pampering done, eating, and doing lots of chores at home. Mom and Pa are both busy with work, and my sisters are away at camp and uni. So there is the youngest, and I. Obviously, I will be doing more stuff. Laundry, cooking, cleaning, chauffeuring, etc.
The exercise has been excellent because I'm loosening up my tight back muscles. They've been so tight all through the year and been causing me tension headaches occasionally, and a lot of shoulder blade muscle discomfort.
Eventually, I'll sit down and start thinking about what to do next, for real. I have not much of a clue at the moment. It's a little daunting.
But I met these nice pastors from Yappoon of all places [central QLD] on the plane. They were sitting beside me, reading prophetic materials and we started to chat a little. The woman slipped 2 prophetic words in the conversation for me. I gave her 2 small words as well about their ministry. It was great to see God move even in small incidences like that.
Loving the food here.
And wanna go have a good read,and go to bed now.
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