Some thoughts:
- Frivolous as it sounds, I think I have the wrong face for TV. It's a dumpling. Like....no contours, just a round, plump, fair thing :-( To look good on TV, once has to be about 5 kgs lighter than my current weight. But that skeletal in real life! It's almost impossible for me to lose that kinda weight unless I'm sick. So yea. Sigh
- I'm getting more comfortable playing live in heavy make up and with no rehearsal time. Just wing it.
- Vocals can still be stronger. I still can't improvise on the high end without cracking. Cringing as I hear myself disappear on high ends.
- I should really practice to be more excellent vocally,not cower behind the "I don't see myself as a singer" excuse. If God has mandated that I should sing, then I should sing, and do it well.
- Well, when all's said and done, Jesus is still the lover of my soul. He picked me up from the miry clay, and continues to do so when I fall into the Sloughs of Despondency [Pilgrim's Progress].
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