Loving God, Loving myself - so I can love my neighbour

Been running low on love. Especially for myself. That's really not good. Because I tend to treat other people like I treat myself. If I bash myself up, I start bashing other people up too [figuratively]. If I see the world through dark lenses, that really doesn't benefit anyone.

I admit. I'm a little weary of fending for myself. Feeling like my progress depends on how hard I work...and hating it when I feel weak, helpless and unmotivated to do anything useful. I don't really want my destiny to depend on me. That's terribly scary because I'm soooo weak and 'useless' sometimes.

God's been speaking a lot about being honest with my own self and not ignoring my emotions. To honour myself. When bad things happen, I need to face them squarely and acknowledge the emotion, whether it's annoyance, sadness, fatigue, hate, bitterness, joy, hurt etc. Then I need to give it to God. Commit all these emotions to God.

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