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Been busy but I'm getting stronger!

I've been heaps busy. Just got back from seminar. Everything is happening so fast. I'll be leaving so very soon. A little bit more than a month. It's been very tough to plan this farewell album launch. Sometimes I wonder if I should have just quietly left without making too much of a fuss. It would have been a lot more peaceful and less stressful. But then, that's not like me. HAH. It's not easy trying to get everyone to support something not obviously to do with church or has a 'christian' tag on it. It's not easy to impart my heartbeat to everyone. But that will come with time. I myself need to be clearer about what I'm supposed to do. The big picture is clear. But the details are hazy. Just a few questions that everyone has been asking me lately that I think I should try to answer. What will you do in Taiwan? I don't know ppl. God - willing I'll be a recording artist that sells tons of records and lands heaps of endorsements and writes l...

Thoughts before I crash into bed

Love Eureka. The people are refreshingly honest, imperfect, and unpretentious. And they are the most loving ppl I've met. The diversity in Eureka satisfies my heart that loves such variety because it represents the multi-faceted world of humans made in God's image! I am not a Calvinist, nor would I call myself Reformed. However, that does not stop me from being friends and co-labourers with those call themselves Calvinist or Reformed. I notice that they are usually really intelligent ppl. They are usually guys. They also really need to build up their relational skills. :P I am most grateful to Rachelle for continually giving me opportunities to prophesy and to encourage me to bless others with the giftings God has given me. Rachelle! You are so pastoral, yet you are prophetic in the way you release ppl in their destinies! 100 hugs to Rachelle. I think Nat is the intense prophetic-intercessory type. That's why she looks scary but is actually not HAHAHA. She's actually ve...

I will not stay in my comfort zone

I am attending the Daniel care group tonight. Then, I will decide where to go. I do love Judah. But I do see the pointers of leaving Judah to join the Daniels. I will not stay in my comfort zone. 27th Feb 2004 I was browsing through some old journal entries. I documented my first few days in Brisbane. My first few weeks. I attended Judah 1. However, I remember Chia Yen suggesting that I should visit the Daniels in the city as my uni campus was based in the city. I remember visiting Daniel 1 lifegroup, then I prayed over it with Edna, and we felt the peace to change over to the 'other side'. This move probably changed my life forever. I remember God challenging me not to stay among people who were more similar to me, but to constantly challenge myself to push past my comfort zone in life. My life has been characterized by these moves out of my comfort zone. From Malaysia to Adelaide. From Adelaide to Brisbane. From Judah to Daniels. From Daniel 1 to Daniel 5. From Daniel 5 to D...

Temperaments

It's interesting to re-do temperament tests once in a while. My main 3 temperaments are Sanguine, Melancholic and Choleric. I was born a Sanguine. Bubbly, chatty, impulsive, adorable [:)], careless, friendly, VERY extroverted, forgetful and 'hangat hangat tahi ayam'[started things, but wouldn't finish them]. I think life...especially moving overseas and being on my own a lot has helped me follow-through with projects and goals a lot better, enhancing my choleric side. And trouble/heartbreak has made me a lot more melancholic, though being melancholic is not my natural nature. I've come out as a Sanguine-Choleric, Sanguine Mel-Chol, Sanguine Mel etc. Just never Phlegmatic. :) This time, I've turned out Choleric-Sanguine. I think the little description somewhat paints a picture about me at the moment. My results for 2009: TADA The Choleric / Sanguine The choleric-sanguine is a blending of the two extroverted temperaments and will be somewhat less extraverted than ...

One more for Jesus and other dreams!

Today, I led one more soul to Jesus. This year, God has really been opening the doors among the kids that I teach. It's a privilege to input little things about God in each lesson, and invite some of them after class to receive Jesus into their hearts. Today it was a 9-year-old girl who had a hunger for God. Praise the Lord! May God continue to keep her and Other breaking news [hehehe, it's Charis's 12.36am news]: Charis has been really thinking about lots of things Charis really wants to win a Grammy in her life-time for Song of the Year Charis wants to sell albums past the one million mark It's a step of faith to say that out loud...or write it out loud. Charis is really excited about the coming Eureka camp and the prophetic presbytery for church! BreakThrough!! Charis thinks Bill Johnson's sermon 'Burn the Towel' was totally enriching and faith fuelling and REAL! Charis also likes Kris Vallaton's old sermon: 'God, the ultimate Body Snatcher'. ...

From the depths....

I was browsing through my friend's blog....Jason. It's been a while since we've been in contact. Hope to see him and Wee Liem when I go abck to M'sia for a holiday. Hope to see Miranda too. It's been ages. Miss her! Miss my house and household. Dorcas would be heaps tall now. Miss the food...been dreaming about belacan fried chicken, kangkong stir-fried with chilli, sizzling plate tofu, and ha-ko [little lobsters] fried with egg yolk. ARGHHHHHHHHHH...can't wait to eat all of these things! But..today...this struck me. Jason blogged about dreams. This is a partial post of his, that was actually referenced from ANOTHER friend's blog: As taking reference from a good friend, only our dreams reveal the deepest secrets of our hearts that remain hidden even to ourselves sometimes. Lately, I can recall most of my dreams when I wake up. And these dreams showed me what my heart desire, minus all my intellectual thinking...these dreams really showed me how I felt at th...